hmm. can one feel confused and not at the same time? is it my mind having it's moodswing?


SYF is 12 days away. i know we are going to have a gold this time. i know we are.
but what happens if we didnt?

i am beginning to lose my voice. okay. it's been days since the start of it. i've been trying to cope with it. its hard, you know. once you have a sore throat, even when it had healed, the voice is no longer the same. do you get me? what happens if on the day itself, i have no voice to sing at all?

i think if it really happened, i will run across the road and get bang down by some car. it gives me the best excuse of not attending syf, right? and perhaps i can get my wish of getting in coma before i die. gosh, good, huh? kill two birds with one stone.


okays. i should slap myself. i should stop this stupid thoughts. it's just one last lap to the finishing line. i know we are going to do well. i know we will. i will not give up. we should all not give up. gold is within our reach. -i think. XD


and bitch. we did not steal your line. if you can sing it well, take it back at all means. you should get to your knees and thank us for helping you all. it's helping, not stealing. and i have no intention of singing that stupid line. -this is just for a specific person. sorry, no offence to the team. i dont mind helping you guys with the line. it's just her.

just to her only. her. the bitch. -what i want her to note is: it's HELPING. NOT STEALING.


questions. question. questions. was i too harsh? man, it's just that when i think about it. i just feel like slapping her. hmm. if i am too harsh, i am sorry. =))


my prorities. what is more important now?

-she knows what is more important but sometimes, other things just get in the way. she is going to throw the stupid thoughts of what others think of her. it should not even be registered in her mind at all. she has got like million things to work out. she should not waste precious time on stupid people like THEM.


RANDOM








last song before we stop and break for our olvls: ocean avenue; yellowcard. and, revise hellsong too. =))





and she want to thanks all the wonderful people in her life. thank you.


______ bestchoirmates!



_______boy with the appetite.